Annoyance

Thrown in this crowd,

I felt all alone,

I was not the crowd,

Merely the observer,

So close yet so far away….

Drown in this uncertainty,

Of what would have been…

Of how life would have treated us…

Yet I so wanted to vanish in your certainty….

Lost in this feeling,

Of searching in the mist,

Glancing at you through the mist,

So clear yet so unclear,

Yet you were all that I had envisioned…